Letters to God

Watching letters to God has really touched me and inspired me. I never knew this movie existed and im very sure many of you guys are oblivious to this movie. I just simply random search movies of 2010 and someone i caught myself staring as this picture. It caught my eye and without much hesitation i just downloaded it. Later i realized that the producer is the same as fireproof another meaningful meaning.

This movie is about the young kid, Tyler and he like most unfortunate people do, have cancer. But this guy is just so amazing as he is positive. He wants to play football for his team and he wants to enjoy life. He is not even looking for pitifulness.

His basic idea is "talk to God" and he has decided to talk via the letters. Now imagine your the postmen collecting the letters.....what will you do? I dont wanna spoil the movie for you guys but i wanna tell you that Tyler action brought about changes not only to himself but to others

HOPE IS CONTAGIOUS

You are a letter...written not with pen and ink but with the spirit of the living God (2 Cor 3:3)

Lackluster

Dear blog,

as this weekend is coming to an end. I just feel so different. I feel no motivation, no desire and no peace whatsoever. I just get so lethargic. It seems im running without a purpose.

So many things to cloud my thoughts. I wish i can share with someone but i cant. Life sometimes can be kinda funny. It tears you apart, spits on you and leaves you to rot. But truly i just dont wanna lie there. I WANNA DO SOMETHING!

I know to get someone whom i can trust 100% and really depend on is almost impossible. I used to trust in 1st year but i can do it anymore. I  cant face anyone anymore. Life around me is changing. Like once someone said to me "Change Is Constant". Seeing my group mate leave for good is saddening. Sometimes i wish i was the one.  Getting back with people is hard and awkward

But watching Letters to God told me something " Hope Is Contagious"

I wanna believe and hope for greater things. I know its gonna be difficult and truly its something i really hope for changes

Let me now muddle my head in my books first

A wet and cold day

The very cold shiver of the morning's weather stimulated every fiber of my being. It's icy cold nature woke me up startled. As i glanced at the clock, i realized its only 7.23am. It seems every single day im having a tendency to wake up early, However my body was just so tired and weak and gave in to the attractions of my bed.

All i know, i just need to wander my mind away from this world, its unfairness, its brutality and its amicable nature 


The week that past was like a crestfallen flowers that bore many thorns. Dealing with the aftermath of MASSAD can not be described as a breeze more of running in a quicksand. No matter what i do, i still am left to deal with the loose strings.

Loose ends

Making certain decisions like the one ive been planning to do before MASSAD can never been easy. I took courage and sought out those whom i wanted to speak to. I hope for the best in them and can only hope to be part of their lives again. I have never stopped caring and will never ever stop

Making decisions that hurt people is sometimes the ugly nature when put in position. I'm afraid that i have to make these decisions not out of spite but out of humanity, meritocracy and mercy. 

I know for sure this is a race where im all on my own ( of course God is forever with me) and really im gonna run and never look back. Run like i've never ran before. Faced with many obstacles in the past, tribulations and dissapointments of the people, i know i've got to do it

Finally

Dear blog,

finally over the long period of all the hustle and bustle, stress, MASSAD 2011 is completed. To me it doesn't matter what people say because im really proud of my committee for i know and seen their hard work. Today i know for myself  MASSAD 2011 is more than a event in itself but a journey that brings insight, build individuals and fosters relationship. Today I've seen changes, though not big but a change for a better. I am indeed proud of my committee

       My Favorite Picture of The Night 

Now that MASSAD is over, i just really wanna focus back on my life. I know i have changed alot and really i just wanna remain low profile and just segregate. I know now that i just can only depend on myself