Realization

Daniel Bedingfield-Never Gonna Leave Your Side

I feel like a song without the words, a man without a soul, a bird without its wings, a heart without a home.
I feel like a knight without a sword, a sky without the sun, cause you are the one.
I feel like a ship beneath the waves, a child who's lost its way, a door without a key, a face without a name.
I feel like a breath without the air, and everyday's the same, since you've gone away.


I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you;
I miss you, everyday. Yeah

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
still holding on, girl, I won't let you go,
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.


They tell me that a man can lose his mind / living in the pain.
Recallin' times gone by, I'm crying in the rain.
You know I've wasted half the time and I'm on my knees again.
'Til you come to me. Yeah.


I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you.
And I miss you, everyday. Yeah.

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
Lay my head against your heart, I know I'm home.

I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.


 Sometimes i know its not complete without you and even though you say its impossible i am never gonna leave your side. My feelings are pure and real emaciating from my heart. Though you say it's a waste of time i know in my heart how much i really enjoy even being with you for even a minute. Regrets are forever so why not just give it all your best. I wish and pray for a miracle

A Familiar Feeling

How can you stop loving somebody? How can you move on?

So many times people tell move on and find someone else. Easy for them to say. But in practice no way is it easy. 2 years of trying and still no result.

But why do i still choose to continue?

I know that it is the right choice
I can only think of that person- 1st thought in the morning

Sometimes i wish i can just share a long conversation with her. To share my dreams and aspirations, to partake my problems. Mostly i want to listen to her day, her aspirations her family and what makes her happy. A smile on her face is enough for be to be contented. Love is not simple but a complex emotional whirlwind that draws you in and doesn't let you out

I want to be in this whirlwind with her. This is the only time i can spend time with her.