Friday 30 September 2011

Positive outlook

Here is the scenario

Woke up one day, took a good look at myself in the mirror. Still so unsatisfied, i remove my shirt and my pants. Leaving my stark naked body with only my boxers on. I look more intensely and i saw the following

(i) Short height- 165m : Basically short for a guy. Most guys are at least 170++ average
(ii)Fat -60kg : I saw a glimpse of a belly growing and i seem to get rounder..did i see a double chin??
(iii)Hairy- Ankle to thigh and along my arms : Thick and long and bushy

Normally this 3 is more than enough to turn any girl away. Grossly speaking, i am neither "hot", "attractive", "lean" or worth glance.

I should just hate myself or even God for giving me this body. Come one who wants a dark, hairy, fat and short body? Offer this to most normal people and surely no offers on the table.

I  however smile at myself, rub my cute belly and stroke the hairs of leg. Well i didnt get to choose what kind of body i will get, what skin colour i wanted. But i chose to be contented. I am proud that im dark, hairy, short and even round. People can judge me but i myself is not going to judge myself

Even if no girls want to accept me for this, i rather not have that girl. Love is unconditional, border less and free. You may call me BLACK, FAT, HAIRY, DWARF Kugan. Yup thats is me.

But i am who i am. Thank you Mum and Dad for the genes and for a chance to grace this planet. That to me is the essence of life  :)