Its been 1 year 6 months in Moscow and yet the same feeling inflates my body. I just do wonder sometimes really why on earth i have to face so many obstacles and disappointing moments here in Moscow. Every single event takes alot out of me both emotionally and physically.
Trust to me is something that is important and really when it comes to trust boy have i been dissapointed so many times. You know i trust the person with all my heart and yet they dont trust you back even when you defend them so many times. It's quite hurtful because you know yourself you haven't done anything bad yet people dont trust you. Sometimes i just hope people can trust me, really. Some just hear rumours and believe it and someone just label you. Not even a single trust
Lie. This is a very strong taboo word. Guys why do we need to lie? To protect our own ego? Well you know the famous expression " If you lie, it will grow bigger and hurt you in the end" . I totally dont believe this statement as i know the person who is lied to will be the one that get hurt the most. Why can people just be direct with me or let me handle the truth. Do i look like somone who i can be lied too easily?
So many times these 2 issues have cropped out in my Moscow life and i know one day one big blow can really knock me out. I know i dont apprear to look strong or what but i dont really care about that
