Frail hope

WHAT A WEEK.....................

    
I just wanna pull out every single hair from my scalp. I just wanna tear and just keep to myself. Sometimes i wonder why i put up with all of this. It seems everything im losing meaning. I have lost my path and i carelessly wander and dwell upon the paths of pure frustration and confounded

I return back to classes after my sickness.Had to catch up with alot and Russian class is more difficult than ever and its really a challenge to keep up with it. More scoldings to deal with and yet MASSAD. Sometimes its just so difficult to do an event when your emotionally challenged and whats more things start to happen and suddenly everything looks bleak and no light at the end of the tunnel.

What can i do? Nevermind im done for today, hopefully it starts fresh again

I just wish i can understand you and your actions. You mean alot to me yet sometimes i feel so hurt and confused with what you do. Im trying to get over you but its so so difficult