8 March 2011

As the clock struck 12, i realize that im 21 of age. A supposedly turn of time where i am considered as an adult and with the 'green light' to do many other things that only adults can do
            

Yet really i didnt fully feel much different from being 20 or even 19 and etc. I felt the same. The same kind of guy that is still mainly immature, not able to have clear reasoning, a failed courtship and a lack of purpose. However my birthday turned to be extraordinary

Firstly, i will always remember 8 March as the day Ling, my Vietnamese neighbor left for Vietnam for good. I will really miss her alot as she brought joy and laughter in my life

Secondly, problems with the limousine ride and really a sour end to the ride with all the fights and arguments.

Thirdly, i am ALIVE! i wanna thank God for he saved me from a certain incident and really make me appreciate my life


Recently my last birthday celebration was late but a huge surprise and i did enjoy it. However i know i cant face it anymore . I just cannot!!!!!! Life kinda sucks as really it hurts so much more and really i just wanna leave Moscow.

As far as i know the light  of the tunnel is diminishing slowly. Hope is fading, the leaves are flying, the tree so barren and the chillness of the night sums up my current state of affairs right here in Moscow

Free Time

Woah,

finally 8 hours of rest under my belt. It has been one heck of h ectic week with no sleep and lots of work. My eyebags tell the story. This is supposed to be a easier semester but however with the amount of colloqs and the kind of teachers i seriously beg to differ.

13 February is always gonna be a very emotional day for me. I remember it so vividly what had happened 1 year before. It was a first of a series of giving up. I was coming back from London all pumped up but on the 13th i was like a weak deflated balloon. This year 13th i just wanted to be alone and so i did and im sorry for those i couldn't help

Life

  Well its another 6 weeks to go before MASSAD. Still so many preparations to do and not yet many things finalized. Hopefully after today's Change Your World charity concert we can really finalized the deals and all. Hope God can really answer my prayers. One last final push and hopefully everything will flow in

I have got to catch up with other people lives and really i seem not to know what are their current situation and all. i guess i have to find time to really have a heart to heart talk

These are my thoughts today