:( Week

What a week i had! I thank God for even the fact i can even write this post. It has been one hell of the busiest ever week i have ever faced in this turbulent Moscow. Lots of effort, lack of time, ever increasing list of task and sadness is basically the summary of my week.

It started off on Friday where we started preparing the food for orientation day. Lots of work to be done and we didnt get a single ounce of sleep till even after Orientation day. I was quite nervous as i was in charge for this event and really didnt want anything to go wrong. Thank God everything went smoothly and all the food was sold out. Great job guys both committee members and volunteers.

   

After orientation week i got cell group, paramedic and even my education to catch up with. So much to do and yet so little time. But yet i managed to do it and complete almost everything ( How? Next post i shall explain). Really im shagged, every bone emulsifying with pain, muscle embolized in pain and eyelids drooping every second. I hope for strength and wisdom and only HE can provide it

You know trust is something i have always emphasized but i regretfully cant trust anyone except me and HIM and really life is not worth investing onto other people's lives. The less involved i am , the better.

I just dont understand what with you and me. I still get the blame but i will take it. Hearing you laugh and seeing you smile makes me happy knowing your moving on. I realise its a hell of a effort to move away from you.....i just cant